Life after cancer. What's next?

Hello World!

Yes, I’m shouting HELLO WORLD. I survived cancer and I am struggling with the What’s next?. My appearance is different hell my mind and spirits are different too. Cancer is scary but trying to get back to a “normal life is even scarier. Having cancer changes you in all areas of your life and with this blog I want to explore and survive together.

I’ve been struggling with alot of things since competing my treatment. When I was in survival mode I was eating healthy and trying to work out as much as I could but, now that I am in cured. I am doing everything to end up back where I started. I am struggling to fully let go of things I enjoy even though I know they maybe harmful. I’ve been extremely depressed and unsure of where my life is going. I was so focused on surviving that I didn’t consider what my life would look like when I did